At times, I feel as if I am running in an invisible-but-devilish circle since ages, which gets wider with every achievement and success of mine.
This invisible circle becomes visible in the nightmares I see in the darkness of nights. In these nightmares it appears to be somewhat similar to an octopus which has wrapped its long mighty deadly multiple arms around me. After struggling in vain to free myself, I wake up with feelings of suffocation, despair, and failure.
I have not yet been successful in getting rid of the octopus. Every night I see myself trying to get freedom and every morning I set out to run in the discontentment circle again, with the hoping that I will manage to free myself the next night.
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